so happy it makes me sad

Im finally leaving Ephraim tomorrow, i should be really happy and i kind of am but it just feels like im leaving home again. when i first came down here i didn't have any friends other than my twin and we didn't even live together but we hung out everyday, than Ryan introduced me to Cydnie. me and her ended up dating for all of first semester and about a month or two into second semester. she was pretty much my only friend during those months and they were fun but the time came were me and her had to go our separate ways and it was for the best (she ended up being nuts) so after that i started to hangout with my old friends from Brigham again, mainly Alex and along the way i made some good friends, Jordan Park, and Gentry Miles. but Alex keep taking me over to these wired girls apartment were i made friends with Ali Gardner, and Amanda Hensley, but i became really great friends with Courtney Thomas, and Lexi Bernards, and now that the semester is coming to an end it feels like im leaving another family most of which ill never see in my life and it makes me sad that i have to leave all of these great friends but at least ill have Court and Lexi here next year. So i say goodbye to this little town which i am so happy/sad to leave, and i say goodbye to all the great friends i have and that i had.

A time away

my first year of college is almost over im very happy about that. but there are a lot of things that im not to happy about, like the fact that i am going to be leaving my friends for 4 months and the worst one of all that one of my best friends is leaving to serve an LDS mission in New Hampshire, even thought im not of that religion im still proud of him for doing this, its going to be a long two years with out him and im going to miss the hell out of that kid, we have had some great times together, but this is what he wants to do so im happy for him. Good luck Vance Olsen.

Quotes.

If anything can go wrong it will. - Murphy's law

Never interrupt your enemy when he's making a mistake. - Napoleon Bonaparte

Carpe Diem. - Horace

I haven't failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work. - Thomas Edison

It wasn't raining when Noah build the ark. - Howard Ruff

Never trouble another for what you can do for yourself. - Thomas Jefferson

after eaten an entire bull, a mountain lion felt so good he started roaring. he kept it up until a hunter came along and shot him. the moral: when you're full of bull, keep your mouth shut. - Will Rogers.

Love would never leave us alone. - Bob Marley

just a little more

there is so much on my mind right now, im stressed because of finals and i am about to start my new job that i really know nothing about. just about all of my friends are leaving me. im exited to leave this little town for a couple months but i don't want to leave some of the people so its going to be a little bitter sweet.

WHAT THE!!

This is Thunder, he is the ferret some girl had us get from her apartment, alex has adopted this ferret and is having a blast with it. Thunder smells really bad but thats okay because he is a little cute. he really likes to run around and explore stuff and just have a good old time.

Tower

the dew tower. finally finished with a total of 204 dews drank.

best friends

a best friends, what is a best friend? i have had so many of these that i don't even know anymore. it seems that every BFF i ever have i end up losing. by this point i think ill just be done with these so called "Best Friends" because no matter what happens they all leave me or move on or something comes between us.

life so long

falling nothing but falling, a life so short that its has no meaning, starting in the sky falling to the ground no meaning? in this short life there is more meaning than anything possible all you have to do is find the meaning in this short life before it crashes to the ground and ends.

heres an idea

These well be the places i call home, one in summer and fall one in winter and spring, time won't move or tick, lives will end and begin in the water, a climb up a mountain well be your last, one look upon these places won't be the start of any adventure as much as the end. go ahead and take a dip in the springs stay with me just for a moment just for a eternity.

need/want/have/had

what im doing

what i want in my belly

what i wish i had

what i need

here i am in a hotel room wishing i could take a nap, wishing i had brought my Ipod charger, sitting on my laptop and wanting food. a good old saturday afternoon. just watched Sweeney Todd, its a good movie.

that hurt

yesterday was one day with no shoes, i went most of my day with no shoes, i only wore shoes to class and long boarding. i was very glad i wore shoes long boarding because we went down this big ass hill and the board i had got the speed wobbles way bad when i hit like 20MPH, i tried to make my way towards some grass to bail on but it didn't work, in one non graceful move i lost control fell of the board and skidded/rolled for 15FT, during this 15FT i managed to skid on my right elbow, both knees and my hip, i also performed a nice little head smash in to the road. after i came to a complete stop i rolled on my back well hugging my torn and bloody knees, and watch as my friend bailed in to some soft grass to see how i was. the hill was a epic fail for me. as for my one friend who made it down the hill all he had to do was bail in some even softer grass and just ruin a shirt of his. As for the moment i have a hard time walking, sleeping hurts like hell and all i want to do is die (not really). A lesson learned through pain is a lesson never forgot.

Long Time

Wow its been a while. not much new with me i had a blast over the easter weekend got a lot of candy and partied hard. i've gotten a lot of new music lately such as: Isles & Glaciers, there a super band (just means a lot of other people from famous bands made this band) they kick ass i just love there sound. Flobots new CD is amazing like i expected but not much to say about it right now. OneRepublic, an amazing band there song All the right moves is a new personal favorite. +44 another super band, they have some awesome vocals and guitar. Closure in Moscow, a band i randomly found but none the less awesome, i really enjoy the singer he has an amazing voice. miles fisher, this guy is amazing he has this song called This must be the place, i have never heard a song like it before and the music video is the weirdest thing ever. thats all for my music life. i went and saw Alice in Wonderland and that movie was the coolest movie ever i want to see it again and again oh man i loved that movie. i guess the last like week has just been filled with music i don't know what i would do with out music, im glad they invented the Ipod because with out my little shuffle i would have a hard time doing anything like going to sleep and living.