to much

during the holidays it seems like all anyone does it EAT. im sick of it so far in my family we have had like 4 dinners, it just seems like to much. but that's not even the worst part i feel the worst part is the fact that everyone talks. but still not the worst, the worst would have to be he fact that im ignored, not a lot but enough times just this holiday for me to notice it and be depressed by it. it seems everyone has something that defines them such as my brother - he just got back from the army so everyone talks to him about that. sister whitnee - she is getting married so of course that is talked about, and she works at a hospital. other sister kenzie - she is completing her schooling in Geology. my dad - he has his job and all the other stuff he does. my mom - is the gossip queen. but than me at all family parties i get asked if im still at snow and if i like it than everyone is done talking to me. it seems that i have done nothing in my present life that matters :/

but i always have to think of the positive in things so i figure until i do something worth noticing ill just not have to tell people what im up to :)

Holidays

Christmas has come and past, i got some cool stuff.

my brother gave me a nice beanie hat thing.

one sister got me a gift card to best buy

the other sister got me a mug and some coffee beans (which smell amazing)

my grandparents (both sides) gave me money equal to the amount of 300 (which i plan on getting a backpack with and 5 seasons of always sunny in Philadelphia with)

parents got me money to go to my sisters wedding with (its going to be in Cozumel)

and Santa got me an amazing coffee/tea/anything mug that well never spill and i mean NEVER

and some instant coffee, a spiderman tee shirt, and a tooth brush. oh almost forgot my chocolate orange :)

almost forgot again my friend Tim got me a awesome mug that has some lid thing and tea.